FINALLYYYYYY

Ok. Just read through my previous posts and I want to slap 2016 me.

“Hold on to the thought that no emotion lasts forever, no matter how wonderful or how terrible the emotion may be. The tears may last a little longer than you would like, but it will get better. I promise.”

Bracing myself

I should consider myself blessed to have someone to share my joys and sorrows with for the past 10 months. (Or less than that because of the distance.) It is bittersweet but 短痛好过长痛. Short pain is better than prolonged pain. What I need now is time to heal. Only God knows what when wrong. I have always been a firm believer of fixing things rather than throwing the towel. I used to think anything can be fixed- it only depends on the party and the willpower. I am always wrong haha. Looks like this is something that cannot be fixed no matter how much I wish it could. I do not understand why are things in this state but some things a heart will not listen to... Goodbye.

Reading through my old posts and drafts makes me feel so.... Old? And unappreciative of my youth? I'm turning 21 this year (WOW) and I can actually apply for a FULL TIME JOB in May? This two are major "accomplishments" I'm terrified of.