32 Feels like insomnia

Fav jam right now <3
Oh my my. Attachment has ended, exam results are out, I am so done with Year 1. Hallelujah. I know the phrase "Time is like an arrow" is cliché, but I have to use it. I don't know whether to grumble or suck it up that half of my holidays are ALWAYS taken up by attachment.. And it'll be that case till I graduate. I wish someone had warned me about this beforehand. The thought of three dreadful weeks of attachment seemed like a prolong torture to begin with but surprisingly it did not prove to be the case... Thank God. Picked up a few things in the cardiology ward which I hope will come in handy in the future. So thankful I got a motherly CI for this posting. Now that I have roughly three weeks of holidays left, I should plan my time wisely to clean up my pigsty room and study for aap (yes, we are fated to meet again for another semester, boo) Honestly don't know how I am going to cope with taking aap again. Sigh pie, I am really so not looking forward to meeting new people and starting the cycle all over again. I feel so intimidated being around new people. I can't help being shy (oh how I hate this word). Can I just get to the part where I feel comfortable with people without going through the awkward stage please? Oh wells, one step at a time, like how they always say. It is currently 8 in the morning. I'd like to think that I'm a morning person but no, sadly that is not the case. Enlighten me on why am I still not in dreamland?