Battery check:  57%
Time check: 0105 hours
I swear I always choose a foolish timing to charge my phone and OCD likes it if I charge my phone to a 100% every time.

I'm less than 36 hours away from hell week. Maybe I should really watch my words, because words have powers. I am praying the next 2 weeks will fly pass me. Is it fair that I have PM shift on Christmas eve, NYE and on BOTH Fridays? I think not.

Just got back from a mini vacation yesterday. It was fun while it lasted. Surrounded with so many kids who are living so freely. I wonder if they'll stay like that or how will they be when they get to my age. I'll remember that Thursday night when I got out of the shower and joined them to watch cartoon shows at midnight. The 3 kids and I were just sitting in front of the TV with two blankets and they rested their heads on my legs (!!) My legs got really sore and numb but I didn't want to disturb them so I endured. After, 4 of us snuggled into a queen sized bed with a lot of blankets. I think the number was around 5? We slept around 3 but they woke up on their own at 8 and made a lot of noise which unfortunately woke me up too. So precious still.
Also got reminded that I had a 2006 church camp shirt. How long have I been in ncc? Definitely long enough when 'Praise Kids' was around.

Thinking if I should get a 2015 planner or will my iPhone suffice
I am typing this on my laptop in the dark and I am scared my eyesight will deteriorate
I am really scared of the future
Found out I am kind of allergic to ear rings
4 days to Christmas. Reminiscing the times I had the opportunity to spend Christmas overseas. Gone are those days.

December used to be one of my favourite months but why. Why do this to me Dec.
Battery check: 76%
Time check: 0124 hours

I should really start sleeping early.

Lose a lover or love a looser?