Monday, 19 May 2014

Burn-out

I have so many things to do it's overwhelming till the point where I don't even know where to start
School is fucking me up but I have to suck it in
The thing about what I am doing is that I am investing so much time and effort yet the returns are pathetic

Assignments

Deadlines

Writer's block

And more deadlines

How sad it is to conclude that you are doing something just for survival

“The thing about our Asian culture is that we define ourselves with our work and we feel very guilty when we take rests, and even during holidays we tend to think about our work.” 
No, not true, at least for yours truly.


It is 2:22 am and I am still awake though I'd love to be sleep land. I am stuck with a Research Critique and am blasting YouTube covers. Sleep is for the weak, my motto for tonight/ this morning I guess. Enforcing a rule to not do this often though. I have been trying to avoid sleeping late after knowing exposure to lights at night = cuts melatonin production. Health is way important than school work. On the other hand, it is my fault that I suck at time management.

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